totsuka tatara || 十束 多々良 (
spotskings) wrote2013-04-21 12:32 am
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IC contact ((SMH))
"Yes? ... ...What was that? ...
...Sorry, I'm not actually available right now. But I'll get back to you if you leave a message!"
((call | text message | voicemail))
...Sorry, I'm not actually available right now. But I'll get back to you if you leave a message!"
((call | text message | voicemail))
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...so I think with everyone working together, we're pretty well-protected!
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I've been wondering though, what made you want to become a hero?
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I've got some growing to do, I know that, but man, hearing about Sephiroth and how he became a hero at 12 really made it clear to me that I know I can. Angeal...he's been helping me out a lot.
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And, wow. Twelve is really impressive for a hero, but I bet it's also a lot of pressure, isn't it?
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SOLDIER is, well...how can I explain it. It's a program where candidates are selected and they undergo Mako infusion. The infusion gives the SOLDIER the enhancements they need to survive in any situation. It's not an easy process and some don't make it, but those that do, they're like a one man army. The best way to tell is the eyes. It's a SOLDIER trademark. Color of the sky.
Only the best are selected, and only the best of best become Firsts. I'm a Second right now. I'm half-way there.
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Well...they go into a coma-like state. It's almost like...they die. Some...actually do. I consider myself lucky, I guess. Mako addiction is no joke. The worse it is, the less likely they'll make it.
I was one of ten and four of us...didn't make it. It's painfully hard on the body and the mind. That stuff can make a person crazy. It also wipes memories, for some at least.
I didn't know it at the time. I guess, I was just putting it out of my mind. I didn't really know them. I wish I did. So, I live for them. I've got to. I know they wanted to be heroes too.
Sorry...I didn't mean it to sound so depressing. It's just...I guess I needed to talk about it.
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I think it probably makes it easier to try for it if you don't panic about what might or might not happen. And, well. I suppose, if you think about it... when you go after a dream, sometimes it can even end like that. They were determined enough to take that risk, right? I think that's impressive in and of itself.
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I promise, no...I WILL make it. If not for myself, for everyone else counting on me. I can't fail them and I can't fail you.
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You can count on me!
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Oh hey, maybe we should go camping later!
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